This may make me sound "Narcissistic" - I don't really care. Those who judge will judge, those who understand me (or who try to understand me!) will love me and care...
Having a heart so big and a tendency to believe the best of people (sometimes against so much evidence...IRL). I've had more than my fair share of being used.... For years! And then thrown away and trampled on. A convenient waste disposal unit for someone's demons who won't own their own darkness. I can see this is what has happened to me .. IRL.. By step ***** and others but it doesn't take away the hurt. How not to offend the offenders (IRL) is a dilemma that I'm sick and tired of. And that includes doctors who don't give a ****! GRRRRR

Thanks to ALL here for making this a safe, non judgmental place