So I have tonight, and Monday left in my Sociology course. I also have a presentation due tonight, and a research paper due AND a test on Monday. I've been really good and made it to almost all of the classes, am doing really well, sit up front and engage in discussions, and am usually a model student. I've even made friends in the 2 months I've been doing this.

Now I want to throw up, cry in a corner, sleep all day, cut, eat nothing, smoke weed and pass out.... and I haven't smoked weed in MONTHS!

I just can't do it. I know it's two days but there's so much I feel like I can't finish it. Which sucks because I know the material I just have given up and feel like more of a failure because I do this every god-damn time.