SteinerofThule, I wasn't thinking of a brain tumor at all. Something more along the line of glitches in your electrical circuits. If that was the case, medication could help. As Glok said, a primary could refer you to the proper kind of doctor. If you have trouble talking in person, you could copy what you wrote in your opening post. Sorry about the agoraphobia and anxiety. It makes getting out for help very difficult. Please keep these suggestions in mind. Eventually, you'll get to the doctor again for something. I'm wishing you the best of luck.