I agree with Jolisse.
It is actually a good thing that you have had enough. That is when we become willing to make some changes. If you have had enough trying to make everyone happy that is a good thing. It is not your job. Your job is to make you happy and then share that with others. You may need lots of help to do this but the focus is on you. This is not selfish by the way. Or at least not selfish in the negative way the word is often used. Your well being comes first so that it is possible to be there for others.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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