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Old Jul 12, 2014, 07:30 AM
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Originally Posted by Ashley_roberts93 View Post
drugg addiction lost me everything, and I had alot to lose but I didn't care and eventually had a psychotic breack down and suffer with loads of stupid ****, but I strarted again to forget the **** they cause and now I can't relax untill I've got something.. Thats the most idiotic thing I can think of and am fully aware of the irony and I can garuntee that alcahol is the worst for multi substance users and always leaves you wanting to get that bigger buzz and will always be there with most addicts.
I've smoked ciggerette's over and over today just to some how substitute being soba and having no money of which I owe every penny I get out and I know why I do it but just dont stop and laugh at myself and the stupidity but I ignore me and myself and just almost default like waste another day.
I hope slagging myself off enough will do something if there's any pride left so
comment with some honest opinions and feel free to explain your tale, no judgement here... atleast not from me to anyone else... thankyou if you do and know what a weird place you are during
well i can agree with you there, once the alcohol kicks in you want to kick it up to the next level.

it seems like the alcohol alone isn't doing enough and you need something else to "take you there' so to speak.

i don't really know what to say( as far as your situation) are you looking to quit or are you ok with it.

as far as stories/tales ha ha ha there probably isn't enough room on this forum to speak of all the things i have done(speakable and unspeakable) while using.
i have had a hell of a lot of fun and got in a hell of a lot of trouble!
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