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Originally Posted by Rzay4
I still haven't accepted that I possibly am bipolar not sure of my official diagnosis. Just that it's bad. I hate taking meds but don't want to risk hospitalization again. I like my life and the freedom. One day I hope to have the freedom without the meds.
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We sound in a pretty similar place. Don't know if I believe I have bupolar but I know I am definitely quite ill in some way. Guess I don't know what I'd have if its not bipolar disorder though...
However, I am terrified to stop taking my meds. I never ever want to stop them because I just don't want to get sick again. I'm always scared of ending up in hospital again
My ideal would be to get off everything except for lithium. I love lithium. It's been a miracle for me and I don't get side effects except for the tremor.