oI had my performance review today at work, and I got a very good review. My supervisor said I'm very professional, and a good team player. She said she is a little concerned that I take on so many projects at once, but I said that I feel I can handle all of it, so she said OK. So all is good. Kind of funny that I get such a great review from my program coordinator, but I am totally not trusted by the organization that RNs are registered with, so far from trusted that I have to meet all my monitoring conditions. My supervisor and the medical manager have no idea about any of that, and I think they would be shocked. They are the ones that know me well, the regulatory body just knows me by what is written in my psych assessments from when I was in hospital, and those assessments aren't all that accurate. My therapist asked me what it is that I might do or project that makes people not trust me. I don't know the answer. I think the people who know me trust me. I just look bad on paper, which makes me look like a liability when really I'm not. So, whatever, at least I got a good review today. All I can do is carry on.