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Old Jul 22, 2014, 09:55 PM
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oI had my performance review today at work, and I got a very good review. My supervisor said I'm very professional, and a good team player. She said she is a little concerned that I take on so many projects at once, but I said that I feel I can handle all of it, so she said OK. So all is good. Kind of funny that I get such a great review from my program coordinator, but I am totally not trusted by the organization that RNs are registered with, so far from trusted that I have to meet all my monitoring conditions. My supervisor and the medical manager have no idea about any of that, and I think they would be shocked. They are the ones that know me well, the regulatory body just knows me by what is written in my psych assessments from when I was in hospital, and those assessments aren't all that accurate. My therapist asked me what it is that I might do or project that makes people not trust me. I don't know the answer. I think the people who know me trust me. I just look bad on paper, which makes me look like a liability when really I'm not. So, whatever, at least I got a good review today. All I can do is carry on.
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Old Jul 22, 2014, 10:34 PM
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oI had my performance review today at work, and I got a very good review. My supervisor said I'm very professional, and a good team player. She said she is a little concerned that I take on so many projects at once, but I said that I feel I can handle all of it, so she said OK. So all is good. Kind of funny that I get such a great review from my program coordinator, but I am totally not trusted by the organization that RNs are registered with, so far from trusted that I have to meet all my monitoring conditions. My supervisor and the medical manager have no idea about any of that, and I think they would be shocked. They are the ones that know me well, the regulatory body just knows me by what is written in my psych assessments from when I was in hospital, and those assessments aren't all that accurate. My therapist asked me what it is that I might do or project that makes people not trust me. I don't know the answer. I think the people who know me trust me. I just look bad on paper, which makes me look like a liability when really I'm not. So, whatever, at least I got a good review today. All I can do is carry on.

That's wonderful news congrats! Hopefully it will get to the point that everyone will view you in such high esteem!
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Old Jul 22, 2014, 10:52 PM
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Swinging back and forth.........................trying to hang in there until the 30th when I see a psych to look at medication management. Prozac right now. And my T (therapist?) is out this week so I don't have my safety net of my appointment. So I'm starting to be part of the forum instead. Up/Down, all around......really sucks.
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Swinging back and forth.........................trying to hang in there until the 30th when I see a psych to look at medication management. Prozac right now. And my T (therapist?) is out this week so I don't have my safety net of my appointment. So I'm starting to be part of the forum instead. Up/Down, all around......really sucks.
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Old Jul 23, 2014, 01:23 AM
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Hi folks, this thread has reached over 1000 posts, so it must be closed #6 can be found here

http://forums.psychcentral.com/bipol...ml#post3891745
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