Hi,
Your dad is sick at this point. Have you considered to be a personal attendant to a disabled person? That job could give you housing and a number of arrangements can be made ( working hours etc). Also, perhaps you may want to slow your studies to be able to explore other types of arrangements. My brother locked up one of my dogs without water or food and took the keys with him. Then he left the house. He did it because he is a bully and has a serious mental health condition. Also, he does this to me because I am in a wheelchair and cannot defend myself. I had to call a technician to break the door so the dog could be freed and install a new lock. My brother came back at night, did not say a word. I am waiting for my pension resolution to start the process of selling the house we share. It will be a nightmare with him for sure because he never cooperates despite I pay all the bills. My parents passed away already but they could not deal with him. If I move out now the risk he will destroy our family house but staying is risky as well. I am older and with many health issues, but if I could, I would leave this house immediately. I was thinking of you today, as my brother had his rage