@Kimaya They're boring in that I have no idea of their struggles..... I throw mine out there for everyone to see. It's a real compulsion. I suppose there are worse compulsions, but when thinking about my posts (and some actual conversations), I feel embarrassed by how much I reveal. I've been this way for the last 20 years or so... I'd really like to get a handle on it. The worst part is, that it reminds me so much of how my dad acts... I see very little that is good in my dad.