I have been going over in mind the whole event and feeling depressive and traumatised, mainly thinking of the person, what they were going through in their life, and like relating to it, feeling pain and suffering and loneliness. Feeling that they were strong and brave but were overwhelmed by problems and couldn't see way of carrying on with life. Thinking that they must have been affected severely by illness like I am. I have found it deeply distressing remembering the impact of them hitting and being pulled under train and the blue flashing lights above bridge In the backgroun and train security staff dealing with it at station. it was like the train was derailing. I wrote a letter as if to the person expressing how it was for me to have experienced it and how I feel about it and I talked out loud at the station.