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Originally Posted by Creative1onder
Who or what is that Monster? Is it in you, part of you or outside yourself as if its talking to you? I think that could be severe depression, I call it demonic force. And other part is your inner being wanting to feel better, enjoy life etc. I get in conflict with self, feel like battling with a fierce destructive, controlling and resistant force.
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The monster is the depression eating me up inside.
The anxiety that crushes me when I am around people, the mood swings when all I want is to be happy.
The monster is not knowing anyone that understands me.
The monster is feeling helpless because I am not who I use to be... A loving, gentle soul that always smiled.
The monster is all consuming and destroying me from within.
The monster you see.... is me.
I am lost, alone and scared.
And everyone I know in real life does not want to understand.. or doesn't care.
So hopefully... I have you guys...