Yeppers. I know people who are on here regularly probably get tired of me posting about it, but I call it "euphoric rage" and that's the form of mania I have. I don't have the happy rainbow type of mania.

You should get help, because my mania escalated to physical violence before I got help. But in the beginning it was just words. It was just words until one day I discovered what a wonderful rush it is to put your hands on someone when you have all of that powerful energy surging through your system.

And jobs? I've blown through more jobs than I can count, mainly due to my temper and my quick impulse to suddenly quit. I'm basically self-employed because no one will hire me with the references I have. I'm also bankrupt because it's hard to pay bills without a steady income.

So yeah, take my advice and get help.