years tried to please people and just keep a smile on my face and no one knows what i am dealing with no one. but the last few months i can not stop crying it just comes and goes. than i just get so annoyed with my husband. i have a feeling i just want to run away but than i stop and think it would hurt people. i wish i could just argue or be verbal enough to say things back but no i just keep my mouth shut or walk away. am i stupid. why do the words not come