Thank you for such a supportive message 😊 its hard to get any 'me' time as I live on my own with my 6yo and my family live in different countries. Her father doesn't want to help out so its basically just us here. I get a day off work and when I'm finally alone in the house I tend to do nothing. Not because I'm lazy as a lot of people think but because that's what I choose to do. I might watch a film or read a book or even have a sleep but those are my few hours.

I feel like I really want to tell my mum how I am but I know she will worry so much. I'm in the UK and she's in Spain and I don't want her to be upset. But I think if I write her a letter, where I could open my heart honestly instead if talking, it would help. But I'm still not sure about that.

I really do enjoy being here and reading everyone's posts.. It makes me feel less alone and that someone else knows exactly how I feel, and I won't be judged for it.