Sorry, I don't think I can put a trigger icon posting from tapatalk. Maybe a mod can help me out?

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My H hit me this morning. Came home from work in a sh^tty mood and lost it because I wouldn't do what he wanted. Wasn't expecting that. He rarely gets physical. Usually just (just) emotional ****. Broke his tablet throwing it at the wall too. All in front of the six year old.
Of course he's all sorry now and wanting to have sex. Well, at least it put him to sleep, even though I feel like I should bill him for the pleasure.
Sorry, this is a *****post. I just want to tell someone. I really need out of this situation.
I hate this helpless nowhere to go feeling. I don't look like the kind of person who should be in an abusive marriage. I'm educated, to all appearances I'm capable and together. Feel like I'd be laughed out of a DV group. And emotional stuff is so subtle anyway...