I came out to my parents last week, and it went horribly wrong. I can no longer talk to my boyfriend or any of my friends, and I'll be switching schools soon. What can I do for the next two years to remove depressive thoughts and stay optimistic? I'm teaching myself two languages and stocking up on books and art supplies. What else can I do? I planned on buying a calendar that, hopefully, could supply the next few years on it so I can count down until I'm completely free. Any other suggestions?