hey i have foun in self help suff somewhere that when you want to change a feeling you have to need to behave the way you behave when you really have the feelingyou want.. maybe when i get home i post the link.
that`s what maybe i will do with a project i SO BADLY don`t want to do i ctually worked about 5 hourse and the stareted crying and quit.

think: what you do and how you act and behave when you study somehting interesting ? somehting you wanted to do? somehting challanging?

i`m gonna try that...see if it works.