I do have extreme anger, yes, but my parents just say I'm immature and acting out for attention, despite the fact that it was quite the opposite, and I truly felt like grabbing and knife and...doing things. Instead, I screamed, but apparently I'm not allowed to do that so next time I'll hold it in I guess, and suffer with it for a month, or give in to my thoughts, and grab a knife. :/

My parents said no to therapy. They insist mental illness is an opinion and they don't believe in it.

I can't move out...all I've ever known are insults and yelling. I'm not independent, and I have very low self esteem. I just don't think i'd survive...my parents always tell me I'm hopeless and that I'm going to fail at life, so maybe I am.