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Originally Posted by The Skeezyks
Yes, I get this. I feel much the same way as you describe, Hellion. The main difference is I'm old. So at this point I know I'll never accomplish anything of any consequence & I no longer care. I don't have any friends. But that's okay too. I don't want any. I am married (which is probably the only reason I'm not either a homeless drunk or dead.) But beyond that, I just want to be left to my solitude. I don't drink or smoke or do drugs. My addictions include black tea (caffeine) & the internet.  |
I want friends...
sometimes I feel like it would be easier if I didn't, apparently some people diagnosed with autism like I am don't really want friends I am one of the unlucky ones who does but still has difficulty interacting...I guess I do have some sort of friends/aquantinces but mostly just people I know because of my brother. Lol guess if I had a serious relationship perhaps the not really having friends wouldn't be so bad...but then meeting people of course is difficult. Also worry about jumping into friendships/relationships too quickly out of desperation, kinda sad and good way to end up getting used by people.
I guess maybe I shouldn't worry so much about if I accomplish anything worthy of mention.