I'm sorry I haven't responded to this. I want to give it a lot of thought but the holidays have been keeping my mind busy. Short answer: I act to cushion my emotions in general, I rarely eat because I am hungry and I sabotage just about everything I set out to do in life. I wish PC would write an article on self-sabotage and why we do it. I just can't focus right now.

One more thing. I take Latuda with dinner and get queasy afterwards. I have been eating bread (eating more) after dinner to help relieve the queasiness. I'm already shying away from taking meds at all and I absolutely will not switch to another AP that gives me carb cravings again. Grrrrrr