No, I'm not on any psych meds and haven't been for a while (so they're all out of my system). I'm unsure of going to a doctor about this because they won't believe me (they never do) and there's no way to observe what happens. They can insert a speculum just fine and while I've be reading about vaginismus they say you're ready for intercourse when you can insert 3 fingers. I can already do that. Could it just be my hymen or something? I haven't bled yet from sex so maybe I'm technically still a virgin?