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Originally Posted by newtus
yea i suppose thats true. it did make me depressed for many reasons. because i didnt want to be on it and because the chemical reaction of it to my brain made me depressed. and definitely i lost creativity and couldnt do school when i was on it and like work like thinking critically and logically. it also made my memory worse than what it is now. i also still had a bit of psychosis on it but yea i have more when im not on meds.
but if im not well on depot/meds and not well off then whats my future? what am i supposed to do?
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You may have just needed an antidepressant in addition to the depot like you have now.....I think though if you try depot again you need to go in with a different thought process....to think of it as 80-90 % effective but at a price and be ok with that. You were really fighting the whole process before....