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Old Dec 06, 2014, 07:25 PM
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yea i suppose thats true. it did make me depressed for many reasons. because i didnt want to be on it and because the chemical reaction of it to my brain made me depressed. and definitely i lost creativity and couldnt do school when i was on it and like work like thinking critically and logically. it also made my memory worse than what it is now. i also still had a bit of psychosis on it but yea i have more when im not on meds.

but if im not well on depot/meds and not well off then whats my future? what am i supposed to do?
You may have just needed an antidepressant in addition to the depot like you have now.....I think though if you try depot again you need to go in with a different thought process....to think of it as 80-90 % effective but at a price and be ok with that. You were really fighting the whole process before....
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