i suppose...
i really didnt want to be on it then. i still dont because i feel like i dont have control over my own body. plus i immediately gained 20 pounds from it in 6 months and then another 10 pounds the month after that. and then this past summer i gained 24 pounds. 18 of which ive lost. i have so much to lose

it wasnt just the weight gain that killed me and made me depressed too. like you said i lost all my creativity literally and my inability to think and lost memory. that killed me too.