Hello I'm fairly new here. My title says it all. I feel like I'm just here. Trying to please my husband, work, kids. That's what I feel like I'm here for. I feel mad at times bc I feel like I'm going in circles. Each time my husband tells me there's something wrong with me. Maybe there is. My job is a dead end but I'm stuck bc we need the money. I wish I could feel happiness. My children are my world I love them so much and dwell on how much I can't give them. *Sigh* just rambling on. Thanks for reading.