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Originally Posted by ~Christina
Maybe think about the here and now, You have a court date coming up, so using "your" type of pot or oil or whatever isn't legal or you would not be in this situation.
Instead of all this focus on how you can buy seeds and supply yourself and how you can't do this or that now for a variety of reasons ( job wise, because you got arrested and now need a lawyer) You mention living off of a very small amount of money a month. Are you on assistance? If so I am sure they will be able to set you on the right track to coping and living a life that does not include worries about police and court dates, But only YOU can decide to improve your life and what direction your wanting your life to head in. If you choose to continue your current path I would assume you will probably just continue to have legal trouble. Why not focus on getting a grip and find a way to deal with your life in a legal manner ?
Not all medications cost hundreds of dollars, Big Pharma offers free meds to many people that just can't afford to buy them.
So instead of the constant talk of what the arrest has taken away from you , maybe you should put even half that focus on figuring out your life and how you can help yourself.
Just my opinion of course.
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i was asking ?s about what to do
then it turned into defence of my actions and methods
i just wanted to know the best choices for what happen on tuesday with the talk doctor i had never done anything like that and had that much rage
no i do not get any money from the government and when i asked they called me a druggie and a drunk(3 years ago ssi) .....i had to break down and get medicaid to afford to see the doctors and get the pills now .........5 pills of seroguil 35 bucks plus tax (no coverage out of pocket) that was sept 8 .....money i do have is from family making me feel even more like a failure so i take as little as i can 10 bucks a day for food 100 for gas to get around a month
i did not bring up anything about jail or anything like that until others did ........i stated what was going on and left it at that
i done everything i know how to do including coming here and asking other ppl for points of view since the choices i tend to lean to piss ppl off so much.....i had a out i was willing to drive 90 plus miles a day to work but that is no longer a choice my own state is dragging feet so much it will be 2016
if i could be a data entry person i would but u seen my spelling and how i double on words and skip them or next word i know how to spell ....if i could be the night shift guy at a gas i would but it always ends up in me quitting in a few months because i just can not take it at some point and time someone does something so horrible a reaction is needed (last time it was a guy beating his girlfriend at the gas pump so i dead run tackled the guy to the ground and beat him ....that almost got me locked up but it was in defense of another and she was in fear of her life no charges ) i have even been the guy in mickey ds way past teen years after doing that so long u want to eat a gun still can not eat from there
i am trying my damnest and getting nowhere.............at this point and time i thank everyone that has offered me a hand or view point or kind word ....i wish u the best and hope things work for u if they do not keep trying until something kills yah
i am going to play this out it will kill me or i will learn something out it .....best of luck