That IS weird. Well, I do think in your current state, you are probably in need of some intervention. I always try to go in with the attitude that I am there to get help and I've never come out feeling worse than when I went in; there was always some degree of improvement. Be prepared that they most likely will not let you have your own technology, but they may have it available in some other way. My hospital did not at all, however. In a way, I think that is a good thing. People have a tendency to use their technology to avoid interacting and avoid engaging in the work they need to do. Sometimes we need to disengage from our technology and re-engage with ourselves. Good luck to you.