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Originally Posted by Gray Rider
This part really describes my current mindset. I just cannot accept that this pain hurts so bad. I've been hit so hard with the depression this time that I've lost my faith in this world.
Life was not always easy, but suffering on this level just isn't humane. I hate when people tell me I need to "get out" more. Do they not think I realize that simple fact?
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7 weeks ago I forced myself to pull my car off the interstate and call my husband and folks for help. I was going to drive my car into a pole at 65mph.
I am not there right now, but heading that way. This pain is awful. "normal" people don't understand. The horrible hopeless feelings are feelings they don't understand.