Hi,
This is the first forum that I have been in and so this is a little strange for me, but anyway I'm a 19 year old from England. Within the past 6 months I lost my best friend and since then I've suffered from thoughts of hurting myself but most importantly of ending my life. This didn't just spring up out of no where I tried to harm myself when I was 15, I just thought I had everything under control. It's got to a point now where my Dr gave my work a note telling them that I couldn't work over Christmas as I am showing symptoms of depression and severe stress. I suffer pretty bad with low self esteem issues and I am starting to get paranoid of everyone around me, are they real friends or fake? I've been let down so much that I don't know if I am truly alone anymore and its scary. I keep getting let down and it makes the thought of harming myself a good one. Can anyone help?
-Lostgirl1995