Definitely harsh, but I need to hear it. It's just confusing because she told me to definitely stop by her office last year. Oh well, I guess I will never know. I spoke to a university counselor about it last year and was just told about professional boundaries. Sure it helps to tell me what is acceptable and what isn't, but it doesn't do anything for helping me actually get over my infatuation. I keep having these fantasies about her replying, and overall just keep having conversations with her in my head, and overall every time I am doing something cool just think how much she would like me for it. I need to get all of this out of my head. I keep having that "what if" thought over if she might have just not seen my email and it got buried under all the other emails she gets, and then of course I think I should send a follow up email. I am guessing this would be a huge mistake. As much as I am trying to forget it all, I get occasional desires to email her again. If this is a terrible decision please help talk me out of it