Today in session I was having a simple conversation with my t. Everything was "normal". Than my t asked me how I have been doing. I started to talk about having feelings of fear. I was explaining these feelings and than I switched to a part that only talks out loud in session. He started to talk about what we experience when trying to find a job. How we are afraid to take on too much responsibility where we would need to talk to people. I switched when I don't think I needed to. It was than very difficult for me to move. I had to have someone help me. T mentioned we switched and that upset me. She could see me. Why would I switch because I was just talking about a feeling. Uggggg I can't even explain myself.