I have had a very bad week. On monday I saw the person who assaulted me, he came to the place I live, he's not even allowed to be here. I also saw the so called friend that was with me when all this happened. I freaked out both times. It was really hard to handle. Then on Tuesday I was told he was hanging out around the building. This also freaks me out. I then decided to get a protection order. I still don't have one. I was told I need to work with victim witness program. I have been attending a partial hospitalization program this week. I asked for an individual session since I got there and well I never got one. I am use to having 3 a week, then I go to none? Well Wednesday, I went to the store and well I saw the guy who assaulted me again. My heart completely stopped and hurt for like 45 minutes afterward. I ended up quitting the partial program today, it was not helping me. I had no support after I saw this guy yesterday. I tried to get it from 2 friends, my family, the staff here where I live and I even called the hospital's behavioral health unit. All I got out of all that was getting chewed out for calling the hospital even though I was told I could. I just have not been getting much support, so I am going back to my regular therapists. Pretty much I have felt pretty worthless with people not helping me. Well anyway I am hoping I can get some support here. Thank you all for those of you who have been responding and everything.