My week

I have had a very bad week. On monday I saw the person who assaulted me, he came to the place I live, he's not even allowed to be here. I also saw the so called friend that was with me when all this happened. I freaked out both times. It was really hard to handle. Then on Tuesday I was told he was hanging out around the building. This also freaks me out. I then decided to get a protection order. I still don't have one. I was told I need to work with victim witness program. I have been attending a partial hospitalization program this week. I asked for an individual session since I got there and well I never got one. I am use to having 3 a week, then I go to none? Well Wednesday, I went to the store and well I saw the guy who assaulted me again. My heart completely stopped and hurt for like 45 minutes afterward. I ended up quitting the partial program today, it was not helping me. I had no support after I saw this guy yesterday. I tried to get it from 2 friends, my family, the staff here where I live and I even called the hospital's behavioral health unit. All I got out of all that was getting chewed out for calling the hospital even though I was told I could. I just have not been getting much support, so I am going back to my regular therapists. Pretty much I have felt pretty worthless with people not helping me. Well anyway I am hoping I can get some support here. Thank you all for those of you who have been responding and everything.

(((((((((((((((((((((Jennifer))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry things are so hard for you right now. Please take care and know we are here and we care.

BB

Oh Jennifer, I'm so sorry.

(((((((((( Jennifer )))))))))))

I know exactly what it feels like to keep running into your attacker. I'm so very sorry this is happening to you. Call the victom witness program. They are very nice and maybe they can help you.

Safe hugs,

Jan

((((((((( Jennifer ))))))))