Hi Carradio, welcome to Psych Central. Sorry to hear you have so much trauma and injury.
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Psych Central has real people here. People that are hurting and suffering like you are and trying to help each other get better. Give us a chance and see.
I have concerns about the mechanized life of the 21st centuries, but underneath those masks people wear are all the traumas they went through and have not found a way to cope with.
I don't think you are making this up. I have a suspicious nature and I feel sometimes like it is hard to find someone who understands me. If you want we can be friends. It just means we could write to each other now and then. It is up to you.
You can get a lot of support here at Psych Central (PC). I know your situation is difficult now, but when things change, it might be a good idea to see if they can do an mri or catscan to see if there was any trauma that could be affecting you still. Maybe they already did that.
Keep in touch with people here at PC. I've learned a little about who I can trust and being myself even if I am a little quirky.
Thanks for sharing your story.