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Originally Posted by barefootrunner
Hm... When I was feeling I really needed affection from my family, I had this dream in which my sister and I had sex. I've never seen porn and never been sexually active. And I'm a girl and I'm straight as far as I can figure out, but I was having sex with my sister. To whom I feel absolutely no attraction whatsoever.
In the dream my sister was kind and playful and seemed to really love me, which I felt was missing in my real life. Maybe the sensations you felt were more important than the story? I don't know — did you feel proud, unhappy, forced, chilled out? That would give a better indication as to the meaning of your dream because it says what your attitude towards the ideas in the dream was.
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I thought I said something on that before, but no I felt happy and confused at first, but free as in relieved. It wasn't that I craved the act itself, I just want to be free in itself to express my sexual needs in a safe environment. I'm always forced to suppress it, because of weird situations with friends, who like hook up with girls and I'm like the one left out not because I choose to, it's just how it is. I don't think I'm good at expressing that type of flirtation well, I mean I can and sometimes be good at it. Most of the time I don't want to show it, because I don't feel like it. I like playing hard to get all the time.
It's driven away people more than anything despite my communication improved quite a lot. I don't mind telling what's on my mind bluntly and being in bold what my intentions are and sometimes. I just unintentionally put off a vibe that I'm not sexually attracted to them, but I just been very good at suppressing my feelings.