Guys, first of all, I wanted to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for your support and your words. There was a moment when I wasn't sure if It would be right to complain.
I need to throw it all away but I am not ready, it's my stuff and my thoughts, my hard work during my therapy journey that I've fought so much for despite my difficulties. My diary was locked in a safe place and she broke it and turned my room upside down. my abuser was/is a family friend. I have no idea why she did that. We were even getting along well lately so I feel really really betrayed. I really want to contact my T who is the only one knowing the whole situation but I do feel it is not right to call her now the weekend has just started... if I move out right now I won't be able to afford sessions anymore but I don't see any other choice.
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Originally Posted by SnakeCharmer
Ambra, I'm going to talk straight here, from my heart. First, I'm going to say that I'm not a big fan of people calling or emailing their Ts, especially on the weekend, just because they don't want to wait until next session. That's my own thing and you can ignore it because it doesn't apply to you.
I hope you don't mind, but I'm shouting at your mom in my mind. I wish you the best.  |
Thanks, no problem. I am shouting at her too in my mind. Except for yesterday as I tried to make up a story about inventing a diary and tried to be as calm and understanding as possible. I don't know how I did that.
I think you are right, reaching out to my T is. BIG deal to me and something I hate too!
I'll see how it goes now and if I am still in this horrible state of mind I might email T asking for an earlier session but without specifying the reason, maybe just saying it's for an unexpected problem. what do you think..? Sorry I really don't know what to do.