I think sometimes like in this post I am just restating what my therapists have told me. I think I need to refrain from these actions. I think it might be best if I leave the people on this forum to consult with their pDoc, therapists or mental health worker. I do not want to be perceived as wanting to hurt members feelings. I have lived with this disorder for 50 years. I have a great deal of painful experience but it seems to not be welcome here on the forum not just this post.

Please seek your professionals opinion. I wish you the best of luck.