((((((LOST)))))))

You're only 20 y.o...
You have plenty of time to learn how to feel good about yourself, girl!! :-)

You're a good writer. And you're not disgusting. And it's ok to let it out here. I'm sure you will also share when you're feeling good.

Be well and, well, we're not in 3D but still, we're never so alone on this here site.

Be well.