Question? Do you see a Therapist? If not , Find one... a good Therapist can help you sort out all the questions and concerns and baggage .. If your seeing one and it's not helping with anything , then Please find a new one...

Altho many of your symptoms certainly are caused by Bipolar.. Bipolar also makes us doubt ourselves, knocks our self esteem in the gutter and self worth? yeah down the drain... Therapy can help.