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Originally Posted by ~Christina
Question? Do you see a Therapist? If not , Find one... a good Therapist can help you sort out all the questions and concerns and baggage .. If your seeing one and it's not helping with anything , then Please find a new one...
Altho many of your symptoms certainly are caused by Bipolar.. Bipolar also makes us doubt ourselves, knocks our self esteem in the gutter and self worth? yeah down the drain... Therapy can help.
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I am seeing a therapist. I will try to revisit this Friday but it is so awkward as I don't know what to say. I don't want to talk about how intense the suicidal thoughts get because they have mentioned before that there is not much they can do and honestly I would feel embarrassed mentioning I have a plan. I can't see how that could possibly do me any good so why embarrass myself for nothing. Not feeling comfortable in my own skin. That follows me into my dreams at night. That same depressed strange feeling but wrapped in a nightmare. Last night my dead mother came back as a demon and no one would believe me.
I also need to discuss my desire to be friends with my therapist now that I understand why. I know that it's a no but it is a good Segway into...I WANT NORMAL FRIENDS!!! And I know that is where the desire is stemming from