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Originally Posted by Supanova
The extended depressions lasting from 2 weeks to 18 months. Then the mixed states, longest being around 6/7 months. Sometimes I do wish I was a rapid cycler cos it takes a lot of hard work to cycle back to baseline.
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I'm so sorry, that has to be so God awful, locked into a mood for that long. I really feel for y'all. Being an ultra rapid cycler ain't no picnic either, it comes with its own special wrappings. Everytime I make my mind up its different later I get confused, laughed and looked at. Every cycle, (3 days) is different then the previous cycle. An actual ultra rapid cycler has 3 cycles happening at once at different speeds: intellect, mood, energy. Any combination of the 3 is who you are for the moment. I literally feel like a yoyo. When I'm switching I can be on a happy high one second then a depressed pup the next, then maybe back to the top next if I'm lucky. I wish I can be locked in to one mood and be treated for it.
Either or, it all sux.