i dont. i thought about taking a xanax but idk if i should. i have a lot on my mind right now. really stressful stuff. i feel really paranoid on top of my anxiety building. im still gonna be home alone until wednesday. my dads not off til then. but i dont want to be home alone. it gets extremely lonely being isolated but it just makes everything worse. i dont feel safe being alone. i worried ill get attacked or killed. im very scared. i know im being watched.