@krisakira I don't have anyone to teach me how to handle stuff diffrently. When I get this angry, my mom has told me that my eyes turn black and I'm not me anymore. It's un-controllable, and it happens so fast. Much like The Hulk. I've had outbreaks since I was big enough to throw a chair across a room. I have had serveral therapists giving me diffrent tips on how to control my actions, showing me images like this.
But, I've found that useless.

I'm tierd of me having to adapt to my souroundings. Instead of me somehow learning how to controll myself, why can't people just remember not to scream at me or blame me for asking "annoying or stupid" question. If they put in effort to try and remember my handicaps and learn on how to deal with people like me, then yes maybe I will put in the effort to try and learn on how to controll myself. "But you're the one who is sick, not they". I know I am the one who is sick, but unfourtunatly we live on this earth together, and so we have to adapt together. It shouldn't fall on a group of people to adapt for the majority to be happy. It like telling a guy in a wheelchair, "Hey you're gonna have to find a way up those stairs yourself, I'm not going to waste my energy on you". The people who are in wheelchairs shouldn't have to adapt to the world, that is in-human. Just as people are taught to aid a guy in a wheelchair, people should be taught on how to spot and deal with people like me and you to avoid the outbreak.

I guess it's up to the handicaped to adapt to the superior humans here on earth.
I just don't get it, or maybe it's just me I don't get.

@palerefraction Hi. Yes, I am sorry for calling her the B word, I didn't call here the W word atleast. It is indeed a fight of understanding eachother, and adapting. Yes, green case, but then I would start thinking that under this green plastic case there's another color, this case isn't the actuall color of the actuall phone. This is the kind of thinking I do everyday when I am forced to make decisions, I always find something about something that is wrong and it ruins it.

But thank you guys for replying, my mom actually came in here when I was reading your replies and said she was sorry, then she took my outside to show me the stars on the sky, there is this one that is SUPER bright and large compared to the other ones. It's all good now in the family, we are used to it I guess, I think we all feel good arguing from time to time, it clears the air. Life doesn't come as easy for everyone.

Aswell, if there is anything in this text that you might of found offensive please don't take it offensive, it is not my intention. Sometimes people go bannanas on me for saying something I think is perfectly acceptable.