(((((((((((((((((((Leslie)))))))))))))))))))), I wish I knew what to say. I really dont. Meds can do only so much. I dont know how to change things in life, I guess we find it as we grow. This is for u and all of the others that we care about in here;

You are my planet in my universe,
The sun in my sky,
My one star within millions,
The sparkle in my eye.

You are the pot of gold at the end of my rainbow,
The hershey in my kiss,
The light in the dark,
The one I care for.

You are the petals of my rose,
My light from the moon,
The wind on my wings,
My favorite tune.

You are the flame of my candle,
The waves of my ocean,
The sand on my beach,
The ingredients of a great friendship

You are the bridge over my water,
The fish in my sea,
And these things and more are,
What you mean to me.

You are my friend.

I am thinking of u Leslie, keep writing. I wish I had answers for you but I just dont. I think all of us have similar thoughts and many of these questions that u are trying to find the answers too. I want u to know, no matter what, I am here for u. Dont give up Leslie, you are such a wonderful person. Hang in there, we are here for u.

Love your friend;
justy