For some time, I have felt this void in my life. I have just wanted to be lovingly held.

I never felt like this before in my life. I don't know what's wrong with me. I have never had a really close relationship with anyone. Now I'm getting this terrible feeling that is ripping into my soul, and I don't understand why, or how to stop it. I do want these feelings to stop, because there is NO WAY I can ever be close to anyone, as much as that breaks my heart.

These feelings torture me.

Whoever created human beings with the need to be loved, should be hung up by their toes and used as a cat toy.

I just want to be cradled and held at night, the loneliness is so intense that I want to scream.

I'm so tired. I don't understand these feelings.