As you know I don't like walls and I chose you because you are so... human and still so healing. You hardly made any mistake with me, T. You were anything but a blank slate yesterday. I grope in the dark with this whole thing and I'm so grateful you made me realize how impulsive I am and how distorted my view of things can be. You helped so much, trying to make me review things, knowing when "neutral" doesn't work, giving me your perspective and heartfelt advice, helping me see that what I immediately perceive as a threat can actually be a mere act of love depending on where it comes from. Thanks for balancing my lack of healthy guidelines (any guidelines) with your own insight and ideas and for helping me to be more open and less afraid of who is now by my side.