Hey all, so I've posted a few threads into my life and relationship, in a nut shell we ain't getting a mortgage now we will rent together instead.

Anyway this month at work she's done over 100 hours extra, great for money you would say? Yes but for us it's killed us this week more than any, to cut a long story short last night she was out round her friends and didn't get home till 1am then cause of her working I hardly hear from her in the day... She hates texting to be honest but I like it as we stay intouch that way. Anyway we sent 3 texts to each other all day and she's fine with this "it can't be helped"... Yeah right I don't believe that anyway, tonight after her shift she comes here knackered and wants to go straight to bed... I'll be honest I'm sexually frustrated we haven't had sex in a week and we don't have our own home yet so free houses are hard to come by which we have had this weekend and last... When I discussed it with her she went mad at me saying she nearly cancelled on me knowing I'd have a problem with her being tiered. I don't I just want sex and it's making me angry all this.

We argue a lot but love each other so much. She's my princess and I love her to bits, we are opposites but it works well. She's one of these women that is mega inderpendant as well, she doesn't like cuddles and stuff well not to much of it. I'm paranoid every time we argue she'll split up with me and she doesn't want sex with me or isn't bothered about seeing me... Why am I so insecure? I think its her and how she thinks she's right about everything and makes me feel so thick at times...

My heads all over the place, she doesn't know cause if she did she'd go mad, and we'd sort out but I'll go back to being the same...