I am really impressed that you called in! I am pretty sure I need to, and I have the SAME thought you just said - it feels like a huge failure. It is like a catch-22 - it is somehow a failing to call for help, but a failure to NOT call for help when it is needed.
At this point, I don't even have someone to see - I can't bring myself to pick up the freaking phone and dial someone. Take comfort in your strength to get help when you need it. Hang in there!!!
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