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Originally Posted by kraken1851
A pink elephant? How can it be ugly? [emoji16] Maybe put some pretty stickers on it!
I can relate to the "fast forwarding" wish so much. I feel very much the same. But I also think that for me it's already progress to even think in these terms. Until very recently I basically just wanted things to end, because I couldn't imagine ever working through this pile of rubble ahead of me. Thinking that the world doesn't end at this pile, but that there's actually something beyond that pile is a huge step for me.
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Lol...well I brought up my secret, you said it wasn't an invisible elephant, I said it's pink and ugly, and now you want me to put stickers on it
I think we got lost in metaphors. My secret is very taboo. Some people here already know it (and I respectfully ask that it not be posted about). Very few people irl life know about it and none know the details (not like anyone would want to anyways). I was just having a hard time trying to make the elephant in the metaphor be ugly...because I think elephants are cute
I am trying to stay positive about this new T. It's difficult though with all my thoughts and feelings about ex-T being so fresh. Even writing ex-T feels horrible. But I can either go forward or quit. I can choose to quit at any point of my journey, so might as well try going forward and seeing what happens. It's a very sad perspective with a hint of optimism
