(((Scarlet)))

This is the first time I looked at PC since Friday a.m.

I agree, you didn't fail at all. You're doing your best. Good for going to ER and getting it taken care of.

I don't think failure has anything to do with this. You're coping the best way you know right now with overwhelming feelings. When you are able to find other effective ways to do this you won't cut. You are no more or less of a failure than someone who doesn't feel the need to cut in the first place.

That's why you're in therapy, to ultimately discover how to not have that overwhelming urge. But right now you're working with what you have just like anyone else.

I'm sorry it's so hard.